19 April 2007

Nightmares

More odd dreams lately.

Last night I dreamt I was at a hostel or something with T.j. We were there with a bunch of people for some seminar or something. T.j. and I had a fight, and the next thing I knew he and Kara were sleeping in my bed at the hostel. I asked him about it and he said that she wasn't feeling well and I needed to understand. I told him that I wasn't feeling well that they'd just stolen my bed, and I wasn't feeling well either. He just walked away, and I felt like screaming. I tried to find someone else to tell, but whenever I got near people they either vanished or started eating fried chicken. I wanted to go to bed but I couldn't...I just wandered around until daybreak the next day, on the verge of hysteria. When dawn finally came, they were still in my bed. I pulled him out hysterically and begged him to do something about her, and he just turned his head away from me. By then the next wave of people were arriving for the seminar, so I went with them to go through their arrival routine, sobbing and whimpering. It was all I could do.

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