11 April 2007

The Sound of Washing Machines and Driers

This week has been really...shitty. I only feel great about the way one of my tests went, and it wasn't one of the classes I needed to do well in.

One of my professors from sophomore year saw me standing outside, trying to call someone and looking really upset, and he actually stopped to ask how I was and what was wrong. It was really kind. There are a lot of nice people around here.

I'm not outwardly stressed. Last spring I was outwardly stresed, and I felt a lot more emotionally strung out. Now I just feel...detached. I'm not sure if that's better or worse. It's like I have so much on my mind that I can't focus on anything long enough to really get upset about it. Maybe I'm just better at blocking things out. Who knows.

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