-So, I am going home this weekend. I really really need the downtime. Right now I feel like an emotional sponge - like I'm picking up on all of the emotions and frustrations around me and just holding them inside myself, even the ones that don't involve or affect me directly. It's like the bell jar is starting to seal down again, and I don't like it.
-I really need to figure out how to resolve a conflict I've had for a long time: I want to be nice and caring toward everyone I know. However, some people really upset me - deeply - and it's not that it's still hard for me to be nice, it's just that I always end up feeling a bit walked over or invalidated. I know it just comes down to having confidence in myself and sticking to what my heart tells me, but it's hard.
-I need to remember not to overload on carbs when I've gone a couple days without eating properly. It doesn't actually cut the hunger when I do get my appetite back, and I just end up dizzy and groggy. Blerg.
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