Why Must My Teams Always Lose?

I'm pretty grumpy right now. Mostly because I haven't gotten enough sleep at all recently. Usually it just makes me really forgetful but if I go long enough without it I get somewhat cranky.

I'm watching George Mason, celebrated Cinderella team, slowly self destruct to UF. Nice job, guys. Almost the whole country behind you and yes, you find a way to CHOKE. Sweet. I know, it's just a game. I know, I know. And it's not that big of a deal, but just for *once* why can't MY team win?!?

Also there's something I realized today which kind of bothers me. Ever since Tom dumped me and I had to take off my ring and tell everyone and all that crap, guys who used to talk to me all the time suddenly don't. It's not like they were close friends, but they were people I'd see around in class and whatnot. I can think of two reasons why they'd quit being so nice as soon as I got dumped: 1)They have girlfriends that only want them talking to girls who are also taken, or 2)?? Paranoid Jenn says that it's because they're either now scared and shy or because they don't want to feel hit upon (even though I'm definitely not that kind of person), or something? I have no idea, but it's just a weird feeling all around. Grarrrrhghgh. That and there's this other person who is frustrating because he seems like he'd make a great friend but I think he thinks I have feelings for him and is avoiding me because of it, and that's just awkward and awful because I _don't_ and it's just...sigh. I think I just try to hard to get to know some people.

I also have a new theory regarding boys who have an above average interest in sci fi but that one is still under development.